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Going to be a hater on main for a second.
Cleon shippers sound like Sherry at the end of re2r.
/end hater moment
#i had to#it wouldn't get out of my head#yall ship what you wanna ship but this is my truth#resident evil
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Disgusting
https://x.com/deanchwita/status/1805905625890595067?s=46
The way I had no wifi when I got this and sacrificed the last of my data only to run out before I can type anything so had to write it legit in my notes app
Every day in the 911 fandom I’m terrorised by abhorrent takes on sexuality from straight people and abhorrent takes on racism from white people for real I wanna shake some people and say stick to your lane and stop talking over the actual people who experience this stuff
Twitter really is the cesspool cos I don’t have it but y’all send this stuff to me in my asks and I’m like wow a new low? who knew you can bring a shovel and dig even when you’re so low you’re in the pits of hell
As usual we all know it’s bullshit and disgusting but let’s dive into why it’s bullshit and disgusting:
“Sexuality equals attraction not necessarily being in love with the person”
Oof atp they’re making me mad mad
Be so fucking for real rn
And is attraction defined by sexual history??? Do you know how many queer people you just insulted?
Also COMP HET COMP HET COMP HET a person may think they were attracted to someone but it’s only cos they were doing what was expected of them one of my lesbian friends would actively pick a guy to have a crush on
Also michael literally had multiple children and was married to Athena for years and yall aren’t going around being like hmm he’s straight
Also what happened to bisexuality or other queer identities???
Also I’m adding this post abt why using Eddie sex life is just the most abhorrent take
But yeah to that dumb twitter user attraction and love are different things and 1. Not being able to feel one or the other toward the opposite gender is indicative of some form of queerness 2. And comp het is also a different thing 🥰
Anyways I think imma stop reiterating this stuff (unless I feel like a rant🤩) cos 1. I’ve blocked all the people with abhorrent takes on tumblr and I don’t think there is much overlap anyways so they’re not seeing this 2. They are fully rage baiting or just being stupid on purpose atp cos no way they can’t grasp basic concepts of sexuality or queer experiences
The truth is they get the queer codedness of Eddie but think denying it would discourage buddie fans and sorta boost a certain ship more
Like so many people headcanon Ravi as queer and like there is no real queer codedness to him and no one is making fucking straight Ravi edits or like longass posts abt the evidence against it BECAUSE ITS NOT A THREAT TO THEIR SHIP
anyways I just think idiots preaching abt rep or homophobia should stop being heteronormative as fuck in most of their debates and racist in the others
#911#buddie#evan buckley#911 abc#911 fox#911onfox#eddie diaz#evan buck buckley#911 discourse#anti bucktommy#anti tommy kinard#asks open#send asks#my asks#send me asks#answered asks#asks#fandom discourse
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can u please do 2bdamned x reader but they have the same music taste? sorry for bad english!! :3
Your English is fine :]
Doc x Reader - tunes n chillin (in other words, yall gonna like MY MUSIC TASTE lol)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare, the shadow in the background of the morgue.
The base was relatively empty, everyone else off doing who knows what, killing who knows who, leaving you plenty of space to zone out into your own world, music on in the living room while you doodled away in an old sketchbook. A ballpoint pen was the only tool you had on hand now, but the deep black strokes added weight and character to your art.
The unsuspecting victim, of darkness in the valley. We can live like Jack and Sally if we want, where you can always find me.
Scrawling what came to mind, the song inspired you to roughly doodle the main Nightmare Before Christmas characters, the gaunt and oddly handsome Jack Skellington, and his sweet patchwork lover Sally. Oh to have a romance like theirs would be a dream.
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas, and in the night we'll wish this never ends -
"We'll wish this never ends." You looked up from your art, seeing Doc nodding his head along to the music. "Hey, it's a good song." He shrugs when he notices you watching him.
Some weeks later you were in your room, exhausted from dragging around some guy whom Sanford was currently torturing information out of. To drown out the noise, you'd placed a CD into the player and flicked through an old manga, something about a cosmic horror planet coming to devour the earth.
I'm just a normal boy who sank when I fell overboard. My ship would leave the country, but I'd rather swim ashore. Without a life vest, I'd be stuck again. Wish I was much more masculine, maybe then I could learn to swim like fourteen miles away.
Your door was currently non-existent, Hank had ripped out part of the hydraulic seal during a half-MAG rage, so currently only a curtain served as your privacy. Privacy which was often ignored by the lads.
The curtain swayed as Doc stormed in, he wasn't wearing his mask and his displeasure was evident. "Trying to break passed some firewalls is incredibly difficult with all that fucking noise Sanford is making. I'm used to some level but his current toy hasn't stopped screaming his lungs out for two hours straight. I can't even think right now!"
You looked up from your lounging position. "Yeah, that's why I put music on. It's not like I can shut the door." Doc sat on your bed, going back to debugging and unencrypting.
"I'll get it sorted when I have the parts, I promise." You knew why he'd come to your room, it was the furthest from Sanford's makeshift torture chamber in the storage room. Well, that was half of why he'd come. In truth, the old dog had grown rather fond of your company.
You two had a few bits in common, music taste for one, and the differences were good talking points, clashing viewpoints being a discussion rather than an argument. It was nice, yes, he enjoyed being around you.
Now floating up and down, I spin, colliding into sound, like whales beneath me, diving down. I'm sinking to the bottom of my- Everything that freaks me out, the lighthouse beam has just gone out. I'm cold as cold as cold can be... Be...
As you flipped through the gruesome pages of your manga, you paid little attention to your surroundings, the music and all else just melting into background noise.
I wanna swim away but don't know how-
"Sometimes it just feels just like I'm fallin in the ocean." And there it was again, just barely above a whisper, Doc's voice mixing with the vocals.
You couldn't help but smile, his rugged voice was rather lovely when singing, Deimos was right. Dei secretly admitted to you that Doc used to sing him to sleep when he was young, it was nice to finally get to hear it.
"You sing pretty well Doc."
"Hm? Ah." You could see his cheeks turn red, his gaze averting from you. "Thanks. You wanna know something funny? Your playlist seems to have a lot in common with mine. Rather a lot in common."
"Really?" You smiled at him, he seemed to shift uncomfortably under your watchful eyes, his cold exterior slowly giving way to a hidden sweetness. "You'll have to share it with me sometime, we can just listen together for a while."
"Hm," Doc rubbed the back of his neck, giving you a shy smile. "I think I'd like that."
#2bdamned#madness combat#madcom#2bdamned x reader#madcom 2bdamned#x reader#madness combat x reader#madcom x reader#madness combat reader insert#madcom reader insert#x gon deliver to ya
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hey man im sorry your getting ganged up on and stuff but you gotta really dig deeper then just looking at a few singular posts. With the “qftim” thing, its not qftim its actually a fanfiction of someone who re-wrote the au called inky mystery and i highly recommend it c: . Idrk about the carla thing because i think she said she hcs cuphead as demisexual (something still on the aroace spec). With pja party, its an au of basically cuphead and mugmans parents in casino cups. Their parents are obviously gonna look like their children. So basically just dont assume stuff without knowing the full context behind most of it. I hope you have a good day 😁😁/srs
OK, this gon most likely gon be my last post to this dumbass argument. Ik some ppl gonna keep bringing it up unless I do it myself. This drawing was a joke comic, but yall saying that I joke bout rape. Ima be honest I did but it's not that I find that shi arousing. This is inspired by me and my family members and at the time I just wanted to post it to see if wha my dad was doin to me was bad or not. I don't find rape arousing cuz I'm a rape baby🤨 yal can't be just throwing stuff round when u don't know why I made somthin. I'm not q fucking pedophile. I was just joking bout it cuz Ion wanna make ppl sad if I ever told them the truth.
The guy on the top of this post mentioned the pics of bendy and cup. The reason why I brought it up was bcs I think it's weird to ship characters that aren't even in th same fuckin universe but I wasn't directly clowning on one person. Those 2 pics were an example
Yall can't just be spreading this shi round cuz that girl marshmallow literally said in he comments bout them gon spread that I support incest when the guy that touched me was my brother. Like why do u think I used dice and mug for the first pic instead of cup and mug. Cuz Ion like incest. Like u rlly think I liked it when my brother touched my dick, Ion think so💀 All I did was tha.
I don't hate Carla or pja, I actually were fine with what they were doin cuz I didn't care. Not that I care now but I wanted to just say an opinion. My opinion basically. I even made art of them back then.
And this was inspired by pja
And i actually did apologize before all this bs escalated. That's why ppl actually started defending me. I never hated either of them cuz I knew they ain't do nothin wrong. But after some time I started to find it corny so I said what I thought then yall started Givin me hate.
Most of yall started saying i like rape, incest, and probably think ima becom the next number one sex offender in the Bronx. Like bro stfu I just did sum yall don't like so that just shows me yall sum sensitive ppl. Ion wanna hear ppl say I like that shi when u don't even fuckin know me.
#art#cuphead#mugman#digital art#cuphead game#weird art#casino cups au#casino cups#drawing on tumblr#drama#yall should read it#the cuphead show#tw r4p3#rant#tw sexualization mention#long reads#long post#my post#my bad#my art#explanation
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Regarding your statement on shipping/simping for your characters: How do you feel about other fan content besides fan-art? Ex. fanfiction, cosplay, edits, creating headcanons, kinning, and other fan labour such as that?
generally I think as long as people stay Normal about it then I'm fine with most of that stuff! and by normal I mean "they aren't making stuff with my ocs thats overly suggestive/straight up NSFW" like I mentioned with the simping thing, I've seen how some of yall talk about wanting the madness boys and I do NOT wanna hear that about my ocs lol. and also like, yanno, I've seen people get weirdly possessive over the ocs of artists they like and get mad if the artist does something with them that they personally dont like or "didn't fit their headcanon about [artists oc]" and, yk, nobody do that and were good!
To be specific though:
Fanfiction: I think that would be cool! However I would like to ask that I be able to proofread it before its posted anywhere if thats possible. Not cause I'm worried about someone mischaracterizing my ocs or something about the work itself being of low quality, I dont care about that, I just wanna make sure whatever going on in the fic isn't weird. Cause there was this one time I recieved a fanart comic from someone that had a. strange premise that, now knowing what I know now about them, looking back on it im like Damn! That was kinda fucking weird huh! And I don't want stuff like that happening again is all lol. Also there were a couple other incidents where people wrote fanfic about my goons that was....interesting and def didn't make me and my husband super uncomfortable, so again, I wanna avoid that if possible lol
Cosplay: That would be literally so fucking sick i don't even think I have any worries about that thatd just be baller asf
Edits: I think the same general rules about fanart apply there, generally you're free to do whatever! Just nothing nsfw/super suggestive n were good. I dont wanna see thirst trap edits of my guys lmao. Oh and like, obviously credit my art, that's all lol
Headcanons: Like I mentioned before, as long as you don't convince yourself that's the truth then were good! I like hearing ideas about my goons from other people, its really flattering to see! And sometimes it gives me ideas I actually really like for them and end up making it canon! Not all the time but its happened before lol (See: everyone saying Eb was demigirl coded before I made her a demigirl lmao)
Kinning: Same as before, as long as you're not possessive about it the way I've seen some people be possessive about characters they kin then were chill! Same thing goes for introjects of my characters cause I know yall exist, I bring it up here cause I've gotten asks before about introjects wanting to know if it was ok to kin my ocs or identify as them and like, I can't stop you from being you brother!
like, as long as you're not doing anything sexual with them or anything else obviously fucked up (ie. making xenophobic shit with them, using them for proship shit, etc) then I'm cool with it! I love seeing what yall got to say or do about my ocs, its so very touching!
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So apparently there are marvel fans that need to be slapped...welp I need something to bitch about while I wait for House of the Dragon to come back on so why the fuck not?
So...on this mornings episode of fans that need to be slapped: Some Loki Fans.
Oh I'm not gonna make any friends with this one but I think that's okay because there's VERY little in the MCU that I care about (really only Moon Knight and maybe Dr. Strange...).
Anyway...
Let me just start this off by saying if you're a loki/mobius shipper or a loki/sylvie shipper who dumps on either side's ship, congrats, you're officially an asshole!
"Oh I'm SaD tHaT mY sHiP iSn'T cAnOn, BuT aT lEaSt YoU dIdNt GeT wHaT yOu WaNtEd EiThEr!!!!"
*slaps, clean in the face, Back. Of. The. Hand!*
Congratulations you're a fucking asshole! There's your prize!
What the hell even are you? Five years old? You're fighting over ships like they're fucking toys instead of, gee, I don't know, FICTIONAL. FUCKING. CHARACTERS! Get a fucking grip, seriously.
Grow. The fuck. Up.
This bullshit right here is what's killing Fandom right now. It's not the lack of support for artists, but the Fandom is tearing each other down over insignificant bullshit that doesn't even fucking matter. Do you really have nothing going on in your life to the point where you have to shit on things other people like? You realize that makes you a bully right? Is your life seriously so fucking boring that you take delight in this childish nonsense? God's I can't wait for some of yall to hit your 30s so hopefully you'll see what an idiot you were...
Because look, no matter whether you ship Loki/Mobius or Loki/Sylvie, here's a little truth nugget for ya. Come here, I'll whisper it in your ear...
NEITHER OF YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED!!!!!!!!
Happy now?
Congrats, all of you should be/are fucking miserable. All of you should be pissed and burning the showrunners in effigy! I know I fucking would if I thought this shit mattered that much.
And I don't wanna hear any bullshit about how "Oh well sylki is wrong because self-cest" or some bullshit. I don't care. Keep your bullshit ass "morality" out of Fandom. I've said it many times on this blog and I will continue to say it: Fandom activities DO NOT determine one's morality. Use. Your. God. Damn. Brain!
And even if you wanna play the stupid morality card: well wasn't mobius apart of an organization that was actively against the free will of everyone in the MCU? Like seriously, he's not that innocent either. I don't know the dudes backstory and I don't care to know it, but in my eyes thats a little fucking worse in my opinion.
Look the point is, neither of you guys got what you wanted, the ending was disappointing, and this is why I don't watch most TV anymore. Ever since the ending of GoT, happy endings in media have become increasingly rare. I'm beginning to wonder if they're even really allowed anymore at this point. I'm sorry but I really think the Loki Fandom needs to come together and support each other rather than tearing each other down over nonsense that doesn't even matter and kicking each other while they're down is seriously shitty behavior.
Because seriously, that shit is why people are leaving Fandoms and actively killing them.
Anyway yeah, you guys needed a slap and a big fucking reality check. Peace and love, I'm out peeps.
#fandom drama#fandom shit#marvel#mcu#marvel mcu#loki series#loki#loki season 2#lokius#sylki#bullying#bullshittery#assholery#stop being assholes
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my thoughts while rewatching all of Helluva Boss in honor of the S2 trailer PT 3
TRUTH SEEKERS - i sMelL.... c o l o r s 😮 - unrelated but i love the background music? like helluva has such a good soundtrack why didn't we get that for hazbin - i just like complaining - MOXXIE IS T H E BITCH - he's so me - i love this episode so much - blitz looks so chill this is so silly - I'm a VirGo- - I LOVE MOXXIE - i love the fight choreo in this episode so much - blitz is just :p - im sorry what is bitch juice - IT WAS ABOUT UGLY HORNY CATS HAHAHAHA - cue the coolest sequence in indie animation ever - IT TIS NO PRANK BITCH - BECAUSE YOUUU - MY PRECIOUS LITTLE BITCH BOY - ARE TRIPPING BAAAWWWWWLLLLLSSSS - brandon has the best line delivery istg - woah wait scribble moxxies dialogue is some of the best written dialogue in all of vivzie's projects - this animation is so cool i'm sobbing - this is one of my favorite episodes, i remember watching it when it came out and like actually sobbing - the dhorks are idiots why did they give them the truth serum but like not ask them any questions while they were under the influence of it? like- what was the point - THIS IS THE COOLEST FUCKING FIGHT SCENE EVER - no thoughts, head empty, just truth seekers fight choreo - see this is what happens when animators actually take time to make their projects look good, instead of trying to get everything out as quick as possible - millie is the coolest, go break that guy's neck with your thighs, get it bestie - OMG I HAVENT SEEN THIS EPISODE IN FOREVER I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE STOLAS - GET IT STOLASSSSSSSSSS - this is literally the coolest sequence - OWL IN A CAGE INSTRUMENTAL SPOTTED - bryce pinkham the line delivery of "how the FHUCK-" was perfect - this whole scene is perfect - HELP THE DHORKS LOOK SO CONCERNED AFTER BITZ AND STOLAS MAKE OUT - yeah this is the best episode so far, hands down OZZIES - i have never been more not ready - i have no thoughts on the beginning ngl - ugh the lust ring is so beautifully drawn, really some of vivzie's best backgrounds - not the bouncer dude implying that three people can't make one couple 🙄 - "that's a mood, gabriella" LITERALLY ONE OF THE BEST STOLAS LINES - his date outfit is so pretty - THE BOOKS ON HIS CHAIR HELP HOW DID I NEVER NOTICE THAT - blitz is so frustrating right now FUCKING TALK TO HIM INSTEAD OF SYPING ON M&M YOU PERVERT - FIZZZZZZ BABYYYY - damn imagine blitz realizing his ex-best friend and celebrity ex are at the same club as him while he's on a "date" with a goetia that must be fucking embarassing - fizz's "let's fuck him up babe" look is my favorite thing - house of asmodeus is peak songwriting, like i don't think vivzie will ever top this (i fucking hope she does though) - UGH THIS MAN'S VOICE - these two are the biggest fucking hypocrites - "you used to have a smoking wife, a kid, you had it all! i hope you didn't give it up, so you and him could get it up" is so gorgeously written and delivered - i could go into a whole analysis on stolitz rn but you could go read any other analysis on this episode and read the same shit so im not gonna - help why did he drive stolas hope? THE MAN CAN TELEPORT - stolas is so expressive i love him - OHHHH QUEEN BEE TAKES PLACE LIKE AT THE TAIL END OF OZZIES THAT MAKES MORE SENSE (queen bee took forever to come out so i was confused, i kinda forgot)
QUEEN BEE - ew i remember hating this episode so much - this feels so unfinished already - this is vivzie voicing the poodle bitch, isn't it - keshaaaaaa - i don't wanna listen to this song ngl - okay but the visuals are kinda good and i do love her voice - this must've taken forever to animate - HELP THE ONE SILENT LOONA LINE MAKES ME CRINGE SO HARD LIKE WHAT WAS SHE SAYING - she sounds like... constantly wasted as fuck - people definitely ship loona and bee don't they - i don't but like... i know someone does - i've heard a lot of people call bee bitchy, and fake, but yall i feel like she's being genuine - help she changes her mind so fucking fast - okay okay i don't hate this episode that much - blitz's little arm wave help - for reference i write all of these between the hours of 10pm and 3am, this is my complete, honest, unfiltered opinion - yeah this episode wasn't as bad as i remembered
#helluva boss#helluva boss blitz#helluva boss truth seekers#helluva boss ozzie#helluva boss queen bee#helluva boss opinions
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Finally picked up my tablet and made something, been a while, I dont even think i even showed off this sona i have on here (dont feel like checking ethier lol) I have some other stuff i wish to say but ill put it in the readmore, Happy valentines day friends!
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Wow Still here? Not that im complaining.
Truth is, for a long loong time in this fandom ive been too insecure about my own content i made/ want to make for this fandom. silly i know, Even after getting medication and proper help with anxiety . i never really interacted with the fandom the same. just out of some fear that knawed at me when i even thought of my own characters or visons. yet when i posted nothing i felt like a poser. Hence i focused more on my own stories cuz no one could tell me how to make my own characters in my own story after all!
yet it still knawed at me. As i rember sweeping my love for X-series and megaman ships i enjoy under a methaphorical rug to try to fit in more. and feeling guilty for even enjoying them in the first place.
This is very obviously not healthy at the slightest, and after some mindful consideration. ive decided on what i want to do.
that is..
I WANNA DO WHAT I WANT!
I WANT TO ENJOY THIS FRANCHISE AGIAN!
I SHOULDN'T GIVE ANY MORE SHITS ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK!
WHO CARES IF THEY DONT LIKE IT? IM DOING THIS FOR MYSELF AND MY FRIENDS!
..and so on and so fourth!
I guess this is a announcement that im gonna be more active in this fandom and do more things? amd make my own stories too? I guess so!
There is one last thing i want to say, and its to all my mutals and friends, ya know who you are you nerds. I just wanted to say, Thank you for dealing with my nonsense. Seriously i know i can be annoying or overwhelming at some points no need to hide it. You guys are the reason i pushed for self improvement not just in art but in personal growth s well. I could have not been the person i am today without yall, and i cant wait to laugh with you agian.
In a way, You are like my crew! but im not gonna use pirate methaphors.
Okay this is getting quite long but ill get to my piitn
Thank you for everything, Happy valentines day yall, drink some water, Take care of yo self, and i (platonically) love yall
ciao!
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Imagin cuddling with zoro on your birthday
Containes : fluff, name calling only a little all jokes and what not enjoy AN: p/n is a pet name of your choice okay but enjoy
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It was a special day because it was your birthday, the crew threw a big birthday party with a lot of alcohol and people from the nearby island. At the end of the night, you decided to be on watch because you weren't sleepy at the time. It was around 2 and 4 a.m . And Little did you know you weren't the only one that wasent sleepy . A little over 30 minutes you heard boots clacking against the floor boards of the ship .
" dammit you scared me"
" sorry"
" why are you still awake"
" can't sleep"
"Come on you don't have to stand" he goes to sit down, and yall talked for a while and drunk some rum and sake. After while you guys just asked question really. While you guys ended up in a cuddling position on the deck.
"You got any fantasys not about you know but any fantasy?"
"No not really who favorite person on the crew?"
Out of all honesty you guys where Hella drunk so you couldn't make up a lie for any question really it was like a truth serum.
"You"
"Me"
"Yess Mosshead"
You decided to play with his hair since his head was already in you lap and he didn't have a second thought about it he just let you be.
"Who your crush mosshead"
"A certain h/c girl she owns a a bow and arrow has some golden hoops on with her dimond stud earrings "
" you could've just said me no need to be dramatic"
" yeah but that would've taken the fun out of it "
You both laughed at his remark
"Y/n can i ask you something"
"Yeah go for it "
"You wanna be my girlfriend "
" hell yeah"
".."
"I love you "
" i love you too y/n "
Soon the sun began to rise after hours of talking and stuff.
" damn its morning already"
"Yeah it went by fast.. im going to wake up sanji so he can cook "
"Okay ill be in the crows nest... i'll talk to after breakfast okay"
"Okay love you "
"Love you too p/n"
After that night you guys have been inseperatable
The
End ❤️💚
#zoro x black reader#zoro x y/n#roronoa zoro x poc!reader#one piece imagine#one piece zoro#one piece fluff#one piece x black reader#anime x black!reader#zoro x you
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AO3 Tag Game!
Thank you for the tag @misty-wisp :D This looks so fun!
How many works do you have on AO3?
12! And it's steadily increasing as I get more (and randomly) ideas to write fics bout >:3c
What's your total AO3 word count?
126,004! Whoooaaa... That's a lot :o Ngl, I barely visit the statistics of my ao3 account so I didn't expect that one.
How many fandoms have you written for, and what are they?
Okay, so... it's 5? I think. On my main ao3 account it's 2 though! OMORI and Mahoyaku! Buuuut! I've written for Persona 5 (with Magic Kaito) but I'm... too shy to put it in my ao3 account so it's just in my tumblr. The other 2 is somewhere else... (I've written a oneshot for Genshin Impact in an old ao3 account that I don't wanna open up again cuz it's so embarrassing for me... I don't even wanna read that oneshot, I'd die of embarrassment. And the other one is Honkai Impact 3rd, I forgot where I put that one but I do know I wrote a oneshot with Bronya and Seele for it).
Top five fics by kudos:
It's all from OMORI!
Once again, from the beginning - I did not really expect this one to have as much kudos as it has now, like, tbf yea it's my most well planned one but it's still so crazy to see the kudos on it-- wai when did it pass that number-- I never really check the kudos but wtf happened here.
The Tune of the New Morning - How did this one get that many kudos too??? This is my very first OMORI fic and ngl, whenever I look at it I get the very strong urge to rewrite everything from the beginning cuz of how badly planned it is. If OAFB is well planned, this one is terribly planned. I literally make things up as I go.
Magician in the Mirror - Is in the top 3!!! Lookit!!! :D The work I'm proudest in cuz this is my 2nd fic and also the one I just went ham on! I wanted it out during anni and it was all a last minute thing but I'm so glad it turned out well despite that!
The Pawn and the Bishops - I didn't expect to see this one here but alas... it is... I quite like this one though! It's the first one I've written with a fairly heavy and gloomy atmosphere and I think I did pretty good on it!
And thus, the snake ate no more - I see you're here too... This one is actually like a mix of my planning between OAFB and TNM in which that it's in the middle of well planned and terribly planned. Think of it as the middle child of my longfics. With OAFB being the spoiled youngest and TNM the unplanned first child.
Do you respond to comments?
YES! As much as I can! I like receiving comments and I like responding to them as best as I can but I also get pretty nervous bout it... so I end up barely responding anyway oh boooooo.
What's the fic with the angstiest ending you've ever written?
I??? Don't think? I have written any with an angsty ending yet? I'm a sucker for hurt/comfort so most of the fics I've written so far always had a happy ending so! Maybe in the future 👀 Maybe.
Do you write crossovers?
Is the Kaito Kuroba from Magic Kaito in Persona 5 now as Akiren and Co.'s friend stuff I've written considered crossover? If so then yes! It's actually pretty fun to write one! :D
Have you ever gotten hate on a fic?
I don't think so? Pretty happy that I haven't yet, thank goodness!
Do you write smut?
Nope! I don't know if I would though, truth be told I don't have much knowledge with writing smut, I barely read any stories (novel wise) with it as a guideline cuz I... I can't visualize it well enough, my brain is not equipped for it (I try to read smut and spend the next few minutes figuring out the characters' positions. Yall smut writers out there impressive with it cuz honestly how).
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Nope and thank god for that!
Have you ever had a fic translated?
I HAVE!!! AM SO HAPPY BOUT IT!!! :D Someone translated Magician in the Mirror to Chinese and it's so cool!!! I think there's only a Chapter 1 of it but it's so cool and nice and sweet and awwwwww.
What’s your all-time favorite ship?
Alright, sit down. This is very important. I need you to listen closely, attentively, and carefully... I Love CaiOwe/OweCai. I LOVE CAIN/OWEN!!! OWEN/CAIN!!! CAIN&OWEN I LOOOOOVVVEEE ANYTHING WITH CAIN AND OWEN!!! It's my all-time favourite ship, nothing can compare to Cain and Owen from the hit japanese game, Mahoutsukai no Yakusoku aka Mahoyaku aka mhyk aka Promise of Wizard. They're my most favourite ship I'd go to war for em, I love em so so much, I adore em sooooooo much, I see any fanart of em and my day gets better immediately. They're my lifeblood, my ambrosia, my everything. I love caiowe/owecai with all my heart...
What’s a WIP that you want to finish, but don’t think you ever will?
Looks at oafb, tnm, and attsanm... I'd like to believe that regardless of how much time had passed, I would be able to finish any of those three though. Hyperfixation gone or not, I wanna finish em!
What are your writing strengths?
I think it'd be monologue? Inner monologue? What do you call that thing where it's just the narrator focusing on the characters' thoughts and feelings and their overall view on the situation??? I think I'm pretty good at that, maybe. And somehow I'm good at accidentally setting things up, I don't know how but I just accidentally do things that connects stuff.
What are your writing weaknesses?
Dialogues... I'm so bad with dialogues most of the time I spend in writing is getting the dialogues right. I'm also really bad at descriptors, I'm bad at describing things so I just try to either describe something as best as I can with the help of searching through the internet or get around that part by just being poetic.
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fics?
I think it's pretty neat! :o I feel like I've seen fics like that before but can't really remember though I did think it added detail to the story of it!
What was the first fandom you ever wrote for?
Uhhh, I think it waaaaass Honkai Impact 3rd? I think it was the Bronya and Seele fic I've written somewhere that or it was the Genshin Impact fic instead. It was either of those two.
What’s your favorite fic you’ve written so far?
Magician in the Mirror!!! It's my favourite I've written so far and the one I'm proudest of! And a lil biased, but the latest favourite one that I've just recently written is Look back, Orpheus which is a fic for caiowe from mhyk! Once again, from the beginning is the 2nd favourite though :3
Thank you again for the tag! Dunno who to tag though but for anyone that sees this, feel free to do it! :D
#tag game#this was so fun!#have i convinced yall yet how much i love caiowe. i rlly adore that ship a lot its my fave one ever#also am not gonna say the title of the gi fic out of embarrassment... cuz like i made that when i was still unsure#how to write 3rd person after getting trapped writing in 1st person for years. that thing along with the hi3 fic is most likely#written really badly and like-- ohmygod im not gonna look at it. i can still vaguely remember what it was about and god bro--#embarrassing... why was my writing in the past like that its got like a needlessly mysterious air to it like gurl what are you doing#the only hint im giving for that gi fic is that it has venti and aether in it cuz it was around 1.1 days and i chose aether so like#also the reason why i yeeted away from that account and made a new one is that i wanted to start clean and as embarrassing#as the fics ive written there are (which is just the gi fic and one thats an oc fic for my old friend group that ive drifted away from)#i didnt wanna delete any of it. i think its a nice memento. i also didnt wanna orphan the account or any of the works too#so i just start with a new account! honestly glad and happy that gi fic doesnt have that many kudos. pheeeewww
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To touch on the nancy hate, specifically in the harringrove fandom, i never really saw it as actual hate? In most fics steve really likes nancy as a person and friend and billy is the one that dislikes her. You know, how ppl usually dislike their so’s ex, especially if they cheated on them.But like, writing billy as disliking nancy doesn’t mean the author or reader does. There are exceptions Obviously, but i don’t think nancy got the same amount of hate from harringrove shippers as chrissy from ste*die shippers. Sorry you’re probably so done with this lmao.
i am lmfao but i wanna touch on this
ive absolutely read fics and posts from this side of the fandom where i could tell immediately they did not like nancy. im not saying that doesnt exist. but to your point, there is a huge difference between that and exploring a dynamic that is already built up in canon/would easily make sense based on canon. more often than not if anyones over here is writing steve having negative feelings about nancy, its coming from the break up and real feelings he had in the show at one point. and like you said, it makes perfect sense if we're writing billy and steve in a ship, that billy would harbor resentment towards nancy 1. for being steves ex period but 2. from hearing steves version of how that whole relationship went down. i personally also just believe billys a jealous bitch so even when im writing steve having positive feelings about nancy, billy still hates her. billy doesnt wanna fuck with anybody ok hes a lone wolf
thinking about the anon i got recently before all this that said i hate nancy so i make billy hate her too lmfao like what. sorry i know and perceive the truth but also it is very much people equating what an author writes to what they think which.... did yall ever pass an english class. theres also the matter of my feelings towards nancy being complex like i dont have one definitive feeling about her and woo boy people can NOT handle when you have multiple opinions existing at once. sorry my brain is huge and can contain two different ideas at once. the rest of this fandom should try that maybe
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I’m still procrastinating guys(I’m really sorry)
1. How many fics do you have on ao3?
Currently at 8(not counting deleted fics which is just one really)
2.Ao3 total word count?
73,630
3. Fandoms you write for?
I write for anything really. Currently writing for Be More Chill fandom mainly
4.Top 5 fics by kudos?
The Genius Is Heere
I Don’t Wanna Be Special
The Magical Feeling of Falling in Love
It’s Always Truth Or Dare That Screws People Over
The Best Christmas Gift
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
OF COURSE I DO!!! I love interacting with yall <3
6. Fic with angstiest ending?
I don’t have a lot of fics currently(and I’m also weak) so I don’t have that many angsty fics(I am a coward) but I will say Shit. has quite an angsty ending in my opinion
I will write more angst fics in the future guys trust me
7. Fic with happiest ending?
They pretty much all do(except for the one mentioned above I guess) so I can’t really find a special one in particular
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Not yet, but I think it’ll happen soon. It probably has something to do with me only writing for smaller fandoms
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
I used to write smut(keyword: used to) I don’t now, but the smut I used to write was dub con/non con(I feel ashamed)
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you have written?
I don’t have any crossover fics, and the closest thing I have to a crossover fic would be fusion fics(not published on ao3) But I do have a Be More Chill x Heathers x Dear Evan Hansen crossover in my mind that I may or may not write
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
As far as I’m aware of, no
12. Haven you ever had a fic translated?
I translate them myself for my friends? So I guess my fics technically have been translated before
13. Have you ever co written a fic before?
No, but I would love to!!
14. All time favorite ship?
Currently it’s BoyfRiends
15. Wip you’ll finish but you doubt you ever will?
I’m ashamed to say Memory Leak because freshman year is making me extremely busy and I’m stuck in writer’s block hell iwbsoqnshalhwbk
16. Writing strengths?
Characterization(as I’ve been told), world building(with lots of unused and unnecessary details), almost always writing a happy ending no matter what, symbolism(maybe?), foreshadowing(a tiny bit)
17. Writing weaknesses?
Forgetting about an important detail(fatal), smut(not that I’m planning on writing that anymore currently), weak and tiny range of vocabulary(personal opinion), grammar mistakes(oof), weak plot(also personal opinion)
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in a different language?
If it’s chinese then I’m fine, but any other language that’s not chinese or english I’ll sweat and panic(google translate is NOT reliable)
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Rpf for minecraft youtubers in the east(I have regrets)
20. Favorite fic?
The Genius Is Heere is my absolute favorite but I’m also torn against Memory Leak (even though it’s still a wip)
No pressure tags:
@biscuitbakerbecca @dragonairice @theabyssgazesalsointoyou
20 Questions for Fic Writers
@rmd-writes @welcometololaland @three-drink-amy thanks for providing me with procrastination material <3
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
58
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
957,577. with the unpublished words of meet you after dark, I'll be very close to 1,000,000. I'm almost certain I'll hit it by the end of the year (at least that's my goal)
3. What fandoms do you write for?
911 Lone Star
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
anchor up to me, love (this being my top fic by kudos is so shocking to me lol it's just a 3x05 coda that I think I wrote the day after the episode aired, I really didn't think it was that special)
pushing boundaries
haunted by the ghost of you
one single thread
yours for the weekend
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Yes, I try to respond to them all! That being said, I've very behind right now but I promise I'll get back to you!
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
hold on - This is probably the only 'unhappy' ending I have, but it's more so just unresolved because it's a 3x01 coda written before any of the other episodes in that arc aired. and 3x01 is not a happy episode lol
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
they pretty much all do in general so I don't think I could pick one specifically that stands out
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Not really, but it has happened a few times
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Yes, but usually incorporated within a story, not as a standalone. I think the only PWP fic I wrote is when push comes to shove. and even that has some plot
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
No crossovers
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
As far as I'm aware, no
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
I don't think so
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Not officially
14. What’s your all time favorite ship?
Carlos and TK <3
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
idk if I can call this a WIP, but there's always been an idea in my mind about writing a fic inspired by the book Carlos was writing in as if you were a mythical thing. it's a 1970s camp counselor slasher murder mystery style fic that I wrote a little bit of for this prompt fill, but I don't know if a full au will ever come out of it. shame because the playlist and moodbord would slap
16. What are your writing strengths?
world building, banter, angst that feels like a punch in the gut, giving the happy ending room to breathe
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
smut I feel like. need to learn new ways to say the same exact thing
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I think it makes total sense and feels authentic for it to be there every once in a while for non-crucial story details if a character speaks another language
19. First fandom you wrote for?
911 Lone Star
20. Favorite fic you’ve written?
I'm going to go with your first string. I think that has my most full-fledged character arcs and full circle storyline. It's my longest fic and I never really got sick of writing it, which is a pretty good indicator that I enjoyed it
no pressure tagging @reyesstrand @carlos-in-glasses @theghostofashton @orchidscript @freneticfloetry + anyone else!
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Typical quotes i heard from some placements
That made me go "this is such a x thing to say" 🌸
Disclaimer : this is just for fun and shouldn't be taken seriously, enjoy 🥂
🍥Cap moon " im not fond of relying on others it makes me feel.. uncomfortable"
💮Cap venus " hes not spending money on me at all.. he aint the one"
🍥Cap sun " i wanna start investing in stock while im still in school"
Cap sun (hitting up my friend who had blocked him) : "hi i know we havent talked in years but i was wondering why u blocked me on everywhere? What did i do wrong?" Her *explains he's a pos* him "thanks for your input" is this customer service ?
💮Gem moon " my favorite genre is drama i like gossip and tea and drama you know?"
🍥Libra moon " u say yall are just friends? Nah shipping you" * proceeds to think everyone is dating and shipping everyone*
💮Sag venus " i really want a foreign bf and travel around the world and date guys from different countries"
🍥Aqua moon " this random guy just called me beautiful and i cringed", "i like to do my thing i hate conforming".
" i can turn my feelings off if i want, but its fun to feel sometimes so i dont"
💮Aqua sun " i wish i could live in a mountain far away from humans". "why are people so vile?"
🍥Sag sun "i like surrounding myself w people i can learn from and grow with"
💮 Pisces sun "people always talk about being delusional as if it's a bad thing but i beg to differ, being delusional is honestly so fun and it's taken me so far, like have you seen reality? Why would you wanna be a part of that? Live in your heads people!" - @flossybaby from TikTok
🍥 Aries sun "honestly, i dont care much about people or company when im travelling, i go because i wanna see the city itself"
💮Gemini mercury "so there's this book i started reading.. i'll tell u what i learn along the way"
🍥Sag mercury "i just said it like it is, idk why ure so mad bc of the truth?"
💮Libra mars "which city i prefer between my hometown and the one i currently live in? Hm we all belong to the same country after all haha i cant answer that"
🍥12h venus (whos also a gemini) : " u know its so easy for me to socialize and talk to ppl so i dont feel lonely but i need ppl to connect with spritually. Its like "love at first sight" but it applies to friendship too.. i wanna let fate decide"
💮Scorpio mars "that bitch is trying to steal my man but i came up w a plan to ruin her so i'll walk into the store she works at then complain about her to the manager.. i'll work out the details later.. revenge is a dish best served cold" (she seems like a menace but she didnt do none of that lol dont mess w a scorpio mars' (OR ANYONE)'s partner yall)
💮 *chilling on bumble and matches with a guy* me : "hii"
2 minutes later and without asking yet
Him " i'm a leo"
💮 3h neptune "nice to meet you! I just talked about witchcraft w the uber driver on the way here"
🍥 sag moon "i have a feeling whoever i marry is a foreigner"
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Heyyyy I hope you're feeling better now I've missed you😂😂
Well you're the first blogger whose entire timeline I read when I started shipping jikook
On a recent post you agreed to sizzlingpatrolfox 's comments on jikooks relationship timeline about them dating only since 2019 or the assumptions about them living together. I'd love to hear you elaborate on that. Because I've believed that they've been dating for a very long time now so to hear that some of Yall believe they've been together since 2019 got me curious as the how you view their story.
I did??? 👀
Was I high or sommin? lol.
Must have been worms on mi brain child.
Seriously though, I don't think that was the bits of her piece I was agreeing to....
That much should have been pretty obvious since I've shared on here my Jikook timelines and dating theories a countless times and it certainly predates 2019😫
I've even gone back and forth with her on this a few times in the past. It's not my job to convince anyone Jikook is real or spell out the details of how they are real. I'm just here to ship, support and go my merry way. You can come with if you want. Good vibes only.
All that matters to me is that their bond isn't invalidated at the end of the day. As for the specifics we can agree to disagree on it.
We all base our opinions and perspective on information available to us and we filter those pieces of information through our personal experiences and understanding of the intricacies of human relationships. That's her perspective and I respect that. I don't agree with it but I'm not vehemently against it too cos free speech.
I could poke a ton of holes in her argument but frankly I don't wanna do that back forth
My ghetto days are behind me.
And quite frankly I just love to listen to or read alternative theories sometimes. I think diversity of thought is a beautiful thing. For all you know, she may be right and I could be wrong or someone else could be right and we are both wrong.
Anything is possible in this realm of delulu.
Since Jikook isn't officially out, I think we are all allowed to have perspectives on them as unique as those perspectives may be and I really don't think anyone is right or wrong when it comes to these things because we all don't know.
There are those who don't believe Jikook are dating at all. Some who think it's a possibility but aren't sure. Some who think they started dating from day one, 2015 and now 2019. In a few years to come someone will jump up and say they only started dating in 2020 or 2021 or 2023💀
If you've been in the fandom long enough these things aren't suprising. At the end of the day you just have to stick to your truth and this 2019 stuff simply isn't my truth.
Not because I'm obnoxious. I just tend to like my perspective on things a lot better most of the time because I trust my intuition and my analytical mind- it's one of my best features- if I say so myself😏
Of course, that's until I find someone else's opinion I like and prefer even more so than my own and then I'm kicking my delulu perspective to the curb😎
As it stands, I don't like her perspective more than my own unfortunately because that would leave a lot of plot holes in my head and would require me to pretend certain things that I saw and that I thought happened all those years before 2019 didn't happen.
It would require me to play dumb, disorient myself, play with my own intelligence, lie to myself, bamboozle myself, bulldoze my brain into seeing what is not there, believe illusions, and strip away my own experiences of sexuality. And that sounds ound like a lot of work to me so....
I'll stick to my own delusions.
There's no need to stress my brain like that
Jikook is really not hard to read. Whether you wanna read them as enemies to lovers, friends to lovers- they really aren't hard to read. They are either screwing or not screwing. In which case they are just really good friends who lack emotional boundaries and do really questionable things.
Whatever they are, they know it best.
All I know is...
they've. been. done. the. gay.
No one can convince me they weren't doing the gay before 2019. It's just not realistic. They had plenty of opportunities, and had the right incentive to do the gay from day 1
With all the time they lived together, I don't think they'd suppressed their hormonal teenage urges out of the goodness of their gay hearts or out of regards for the rules to wait till 2019 to decide it's the right time to fuck💀
Neither of them strike me as the patient type. Hell it's not even two years and the memory of performing on stage is fading from them and shit. Whatever sexual tension was brewing between them all those years would have dissipated if not acted upon or kept alive. Y'all heard Tae Kook talk of drifting apart right??? And they lived and worked together for years. YEARS.
Jimin constantly talking about how Jungkook flirts with him even casually- unless Jungkook was practicing flirting on Jimin and Jimin offered up himself to be used for flirting exercises by him-
I'm sorry but I don't have that much faith in men to believe that two boys waited that long to consummate shit. Much less two gay men. Much less two teenage gay Idols from Korea. Much less Jimin and Jungkook.
Especially Jungkook.
They did it your honor.
Jikook did the gay😢
Personally, I think in 2019 they were gearing towards the end of a journey not the beginning of one. Sis was just late to the party if you ask me. The best of Jikook is behind us not ahead- as far as the crazy stuff they do goes- its when they had less attention on them and when they were young naive reckless and driven by childish desires.
As they mature, as they head towards adulthood they have to dream a future, assume responsibilities, develop life goals and career paths, decide if living together is good for them, decide if coming out ever is on the table, decide if a relationship is feasible or just their fantasy.
There's a lot of adulting that's gonna go into their relationship. A lot of negotiations, a lot of we are not kids anymore are we doing this or not and where are we going with this. And to me, 2019 marks the shift in that trajectory.
Unless they decide to reinvent themselves and put some of us to shame... But then with this whole everyone suspecting they are gay thingy- good luck catching their best innocent carefree young love phase- which in my opinion happened a long time ago. Long before 2019💀
If they only started dating in 2019 then let's all agree at the very least that they were having vigorous gay sex before 2019🙂
I think it's an interesting perspective to have. But as I said, I see that particular time of 2019 as them being on a precipice, at an end of something that slowly begins as the dawn of another. Zero O'clock if you will.
2020 and 2021 has been and to me still is a transitioning period if I were to psychoanalyze them or look through my crystal balls🤣🤣🤣
It's a lot of individualism, putting the individual needs first, a period where each is embarking on a journey to rediscover themselves and find themselves. I've said it before and they each have been affirming it. From Jungkook asserting himself to Jimin working on himself.
Jimin recently talked about thinking a lot of his life purpose. He went through a similar phase in 2018 when the members later revealed they were thinking of disbanding.
Whatever is going on in their personal lives behind the cameras we don't know but it is clearly impacting all of them in subtle yet obvious ways. Let's not make too much of it and just enjoy the ride.
When that ship docks we can all reflect on it retrospectively. As I said, I don't like to theorize about a period when it's ongoing. 201 to this day and beyond is a dark phase for all of us with the pandemic looming over our heads. If they started something in this period damn for them. Really, damn for them. Because it's not gonna be as fun for them with the depressions their dealing with and shit. And shit.
If they started dating in 2019- was it before or after Jungkook's dating scandal? Or Jimin's Paris Scandal? Or Rosebowl or their new Jersey Vlive? Or MAMA, or Jins bdae Or Bon V 4? Were they together during bon v 4? Just curious.
Then there's the issue of boundaries that suddenly appeared within certain dynamics before 2019 which all pointed to a shift in Jikook's dynamic... I wouldn't know what to do with that.
When we say Jikook are dating, it's not just because they look happy together at a given time. It's a culmination of a lot of things especially as pertains to their dynamic with the other members and even the company.
In my opinion of course.
We are in a phase of rediscovery. I'm talking them refalling in love, or reconnecting, rediscovering things they like about eachother, re trying to spark things up or bring back old memories or things they both used to do or loved to do etc
It's Jimin reminding Jk during live, hey remember when we did this and that etc. I think I've talked about this???🤔
No?
I'm looking at Jungkook mostly to see what his energy is about. I don't know yet.
Jimin talks about wanting to get through his day at work so he can go home. He stays on the couch mostly, or goes to the gym and what not. He says he's changed in certain ways especially his being on his own- at first he'd talked about how he couldn't be alone by himself but now he says he's not like that anymore. He got his own place. He's fixing things on himself he didn't mind to fix before- there's a lot going on with him on an individual level and it shows. As a unit, him and Jungkook, not so much. And I can't tell if it's by design or sheer accident.
I'm waiting for Soop.
I respect the lessons this period presents to them and I love how much they are each changing and growing individually and however anyone wants to interpret it is equally admissible.
GOLDY
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List of CoAi ideas (I really need to find titles for these too) that I may or may not ever get to depending on whether or not I get out of this slump:
1. I want all the AUs so of course I want a tinder fic. Like how fun would this be! I’ve actually put a lot of thought into this but the muse isn’t biting *sigh
2. Listen I’ve been screaming about a FBI verse fic foreverrrrr yall my otp would be unstoppable and the best partners!!! Hello? This I’m still iffy about, but undercover work is a must. Idk if they should both be part of the FBI or (I’m leaning towards the second idea) it’s just Shiho being a bamf (what a queen) but then it’s more like a bodyguard verse, which I’m not mad about either
3. Loves, we need more fake dating fics, I’m obsessed with this trope! Especially with the context of CoAi! So obvi no antidote route (my personal bias) what better way to keep them from squicking over love interests who are ten years younger than by being in a fake relationship! Like sorry child who is way too young for me cause I’m actually in my twenties and you’re like 12, but I have a girlfriend/boyfriend already! It’s perfect! Except this is a fanfic about my otps falling in love so it becomes real. Oops
4. Second chances, there was a tumblr post I reblogged and it just gave me feels. Imagine this tragic otp getting together and then it doesn’t work (I know. I cry.) BUT they try again, cause listen they’re endgame to me and if they’re not I will die. I swear. While I do love the whole distance makes the heart grow found and she leaves him in search of herself… in this verse I prefer the idea that they’re physically together but emotionally distant, which is wild for them. Like what??? It’s the whole is this a comfort ship or the real deal type of thing
5. Choices, I don’t exactly have a solid idea for this one, it’s just vibes. It’s soft and majorly inspire by my black and white otp. My queen’s life is so tragic, like she never got to make her own decisions and be selfish you know? So let’s give her the chance to make her own choices and live a little
6. *sigh the duet fic that I’m like halfway done with. No it’s not a CoAi duet fic cause he could never, but it is a CoAi fic. Plays with the idea of fate vs. logic. Which is just such a thing for me with this otp
7. Omm another tumblr post, so a deal with the devil except it’s an Angel instead. So typical of me. Though the more I think about this one, the less I’m fond of it
8. Another deep sigh… the sleeping fic… everyday I wonder if this should stay grey or change to gold. The sheer golden otp vibes this one gives. *sigh
9. The lying verse! Or rather just a powers one that I briefly mentioned during CoAi week. Ai can lie flawlessly and have everyone believe her, but Conan is her foil, he detects truths. There’s so much to plan for this one though… hm…
10. How did I forget part two of the I Only Lie When I Love You verse? Aka I Wish I Cared Less (because Royal Blood owns me and highly influenced this verse). What’s annoying is I pretty much have everything outlined, I just don’t wanna write it. Have I mentioned I hate writing? It’s so much more fun to be a fangirl who gets to read fics! (But this is the one verse I’m committing myself to finish before I decide what to do with this fandom)
11. We will gloss over my two attempts at writing smut. I’ll post it one day okay. But idk when.
12. Because I’m a dork I just want to write a fic titled Case Closed. It fits with my weird obsession over titles that start with the same letters. I have a vague idea and always intended on making this my first multichaptered fic but my muse had other plans
13. Not really an idea but I liked the idea of a numerology series. Like give me a number and I’ll make it CoAi. Imagine all the possibilities!
14. The idea that’s low key been consuming me… a lovers to enemies to lovers fic. Established relationship then some shit happens and my queen suffers so now she’s convinced everyone is out to get her. Specifically him. Soy sad. Imagine the love of your life trying to kill you every chance they got? I can’t man.
15. What I would like to be the last fic I ever post for this otp, with my favorite type of ending. The transition from confessing to taking it back, except can you take it back? I like you… I don’t like you.
#I’ll expand on some of these but this is my sorta list#there’s some ideas I don’t write down. I prefer to daydream about them instead#I’m like do I tag this? nah. maybe I’ll tag the flushed out ideas#I really don’t want to write any of these though. I would just like to read them#cynply dreaming out loud
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I am wholly unsurprised that some Twitter gaylor decided to put ur pod in the "conservative right" category lmao. Yall are honestly some of the most open minded gaylors I've had the pleasure of following and you do the least amount of projection onto Taylor of like "I personally don't find this person attractive and so that means, empirically, this love song must be about this other person I do find attractive" that has always bugged me about the online gaylor community. People just don't like you pointing out that there isn't a lot of actual proof that Kaylor were ever officially together, especially not for 7 years.
I've seen so many people in gaylor spaces talking about how they don't like your podcast because you "obviously hate Karlie and made up the Tily timeline just to shit on kaylors" and it's like. People are allowed to speculate about things you don't like/agree with. That's literally what this whole fandom is based on.
This turned into kind of a rant but tl:dr I just wanna say that yall are my favorite gaylors in the fandom and I really appreciate your timeline/evidence-based approach to gaylorism because it really appeals to me personally
yeah i mean it's kind of my fault though because most people in the gaylor fandom are there to ship stuff and i came up through a shipper fandom but interested in gossip and the truth- not some certain ship getting a certain outcome (hence why my favorite ship is 100% dead and i always knew that and was content with that)
but that's why i fuck w enty and shannon so heavily. they're here to gossip and comment on pop culture, not pull for one relationship. same w me. most people in this fandom are not trying to find the truth they just wanna ship their ship.
i also didn't make tily up. tily has been around since 2016 when they started being up each other's asses that whole fall. but what are you gonna do? the search for the truth brought me to tily. people who live on separate continents like karlie and taylor did starting in fall 2016 are not likely to be in a secret monogamous relationship. it's not my fault whatever they were doing they very obviously stopped in fall 2016. anyway, we may take tily on tour soon and all the mad ppl can suck an egg i guess.
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